RYKOWSKI FAMILY: May 2009

I went into the girls rooms tonight and just watched them sleep. It is amazing how fast time slips by. If only there were a way to hold it still although even that has a catch I want these beautiful girls to grow up and see all the exciting changes that occur in there lives. See everything they are learning. I love listening to Jaydens little mind, at the same time I want them to stay this age forever. Always need me and love me. Being a Mom is one of those things that I have had day dreams about since I was a little girl. Maybe all girls do I don't know. But from early on I always knew I wanted a big family. My best friend had 7 siblings and I absolutely LOVED going to her house, there was always that crazy excitement. I enjoyed seeing them interact with each other of course they would get annoyed with one other but they were always each others supports and you could truly feel the love just by walking in the door. Some times I feel like God just created me to be a Mom. I love my kids so much that even just the though of something bad happening to them brings me to tears. I'm sure all of you who are parents can relate. It just makes me think of how much God loves us. I know we are all Gods children and that he cares for us deeply, but it isn't until I see what that looks like from a parents point of view that I even begin to fathom the depth of that love. Anyway, with out dragging on to long here are a few new pictures.

Our helpfull little gardeners

Avery decided to plant her own seeds.

I was getting ready to get into bed one night and this is what I find. Avery's new birthday baby that Jayden has decided to claim for herself all tucked in in her little bed (with a pillow) and under my covers. Such a good little Mommy she is. ;-)